Monday, November 28, 2011

Trying to Sort Things Out

I have a funny propensity to get overly passionate about things way too quickly while at the same time keeping 99% of these feelings hidden. This suppression seems to be a product of overcompensating for what appears to be a personal deviation from the overall accepted norm. For example, I had a dream last night that my new years eve party was going on and silly things were going wrong etc. It's only a party. I get way too involved to the point where it is all I wrap my brain around and what I think about all day. This pattern seems to repeat itself with video games, art projects, women etc. Ironically, I also have an amazing ability to drop things cold turkey and not blink an eye as well. I wonder if this stems from some sort of uncommon detachment. One would imagine that such an addictive and singularly consuming personality would lead towards intense withdrawal, but somehow I didn't get dealt that card. I think I need to shy away from rearranging my hand and really begin to focus on playing it optimally.

8 comments:

Bored in St. George said...

Yeah man. Stop analyzing everything so much. I've made an effort to "stay out of head" the past few months. Anytime I start obsessing over something I just go do something else and try to forget about it. Produces much less anxiety about social situations when I'm not self conscious or worried about what other people think of me.

Bored in St. George said...

*my head

GambleGambel said...

You do life coaching?

Bored in St. George said...

no... I could coach you on women if you want though

TheGraveWolf said...

Please don't grab a woman's face the first time you try to kiss her though...

Bored in St. George said...

lol why not? If done the right way it says all the right things. And you don't "grab her face" you just lightly put your hand under her chin to adjust her head for the optimal kissing angle! Come on Donny

Michal Greenberg said...

Agreed with the Wolfy. Tickling = not sexy and kind of annoying. Sexier & safer places to touch a woman for the first time - her arm, side or back. Touching the leg can often lead to a woman wondering "eek, is that hand going to start moving up?"

Bored in St. George said...

If you know what you're doing you can make anything work