Showing posts with label gambling with the heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gambling with the heart. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Hole in My Game

So my gf has been in Chicago for nearly two months now and I suck at long distance relationships. I am not sure if it's the fact that relationships of great distance are just difficult and I'm not giving it the needed attention/effort; or if my lazy attitude stems from some sort of disdain for the relationship at its core. Either way if things continue it could get ugly. Hopefully her visit this weekend and my voyage up to chi town next week will function as some sort of litmus test for the whole situation. It would be pretty stupid of me to ruin the best thing I have in my life because of indolence.